Current life

my life is always busy with works. If before I only work 13 days a fortnight. now I work 14 days a fortnight. yep, no holiday for me, unless I apply one which means I have to apply for annual leave. beside that I still try to manage things at the farm. I try to get things done before I got babies. but I am happy, I am not juggling between works as I used to do. I left my afternoon job at nursing home. so I only work during the day for the shire Monday to Friday, then I work Saturday and Sunday at nursing home. I really want to do Thursday overnight shift, then have weekends off. but it does not work like that. But I am happy, as I got better rates on weekends. Don't ask me why I need that much money, because my finance being devided into three. 30% for mortgage, 30% for investing in shares, and 40% for my luxury and living expenses. Not a really extraordinary luxury, but as I work hard I would like get pampered like get nails done, massage, facial, shopping. going out for dinner, etc. I don't really need to pay the mortgage but I just pay some to make the payment quicker and less interest to pay. I don't really need buying shares as hubby already got enough, I just buy that for secure feeling.

enjoy what you have and be happy

life is short, why we have to stress too much about this short life? mostly we stress about money and career. which we won't take with us when we die, and no one questioning about that when we die anyway. I met one of Australian finest chef. He was a restauranteur, rich man. He loves travelling, he made millions of dollars, living in luxury area, the house designed by popular house designer. He had an illness that affect his cognitive function. His bussiness ended up bankrupt. His family left him. He moved to an other state thought that He might rise again with something grandeur than what he had before. He did not succeded. He decided to moved again to an other state, but due to his illness that affect his cognitive function, He could not think clearly, He ended up had nothing and became homeless. If He stopped on the stage when He being diagnosed with that illness, his life might not end up that bad. He could sell the bussiness and put his childrens on his wills. But again, people are never enough, never satisfied. so enjoy what you have, it might not last for long. I am so blessed to met him.